Konveekou

I do not have anything valuable to add. I will continue to read about it, get informed and take action in spreading what I feel is important.

As for dA's stance on the matter, I feel uncomfortable at this point. I do not wish to take everything down (even if it's too late, I don't want to give anyone the opportunity to keep stealing what I've worked hard for). This place has been my home for my teenage years to early-adulthood. I wish to keep it online for anyone who wants to search and take a glimpse into the past, an open book.

Feel free to save anything as you wish, but please do not repost (I am already appalled finding artwork on Pinterest, and even though I've reached out, there was nothing I could do). Keep it to your own library for your own viewing. Thank you.

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In other news, I've been doing alright <3 I'm writing this right before I head to bed.

While I am not as active anymore, I miss everyone and I hope you are all having a good spooky month .

Sending love and prayers to my friends who are still facing a difficult time. I keep you all in my thoughts.

If you happen to see my work in any website that deals with crypto-art and ΝF*Τ, please know that this isn't me.

A kind friend notified me that my work has been in one of the sites and I opened a ticket. Hopefully it'll be taken down soon without further action. (I do no have core, so I don't get notified by dA, and low-key I do not wish to.....)

I do not wish to remove my art from this website (especially). This is my past as a student and I wish for it to be available, for my old friends and new, and any passerby to enjoy if they wish.

Any use of my art is strictly prohibited, especially if the purpose is money and/or crypto involved, in any way, shape or form.

It is COMPLETE~! I can barely contain myself, I was in tears this morning when I saw all the animations come together.. what a nostalgia trip TT w TT!!

Please Enjoy!!

Happy Holidays everyone~

This past month has probably been the busiest I've been all year, but to be fully honest I fail to remember what happened most of it. My only proof is bits and pieces of videos, photos and some writings I have from this time. One way to keep some memories, these days I seem to forget a lot regardless.. but they are there to remind me.

I'll make an effort to do a short year wrap-up at some point when I have a little bit more free time & energy.. right now my only wish is to sink into playing FFVII REMAKE and savour every moment of it. My 13yr old self is crying from happiness I can finally have an idea of what's Cloud's story even though I know I could live without it u ω u~ Work & family has been my priorities at the moment so my gaming time has been reduced //sobs// but I feel I'm in some kind of boosted-energy mode..? I don't know how to describe it. I just feel I can keep doing things for a little longer, before my fuel runs out. Hope I'm not jinxing it..

I miss my friends. I really, really miss my friends..

I wish I could hug you, and you know who you are :'c

Hanging in there, wishing you all strength with your homework, exams & work, or be it personal projects. Good luck & onwards to a New Year soon~!

P.s. I don't know if I'll manage to clear my inbox & reply to you guys before NY's, but I'll do my best! Please forgive me if I get back to you late.. trying to stay focused and not bite more than I can chew.

Hello~

I have been working again in bits and pieces, being away from SNS trying to put my life in order (literally, I've been decluttering, Marie-kondo-ing, moving things to places, giving books n' stuff away, loads of manual stuff really). I feel like an ant preparing for winter haha :lmao:.

Doing other things than my usual routine is drilling again into me some sense of actual time within the day. Like how realistically my expectations are of any kind of labor I can pull through within normal, human(?) hours. I love it that the day is longer, sometimes it feels as if there isn't enough time to do soft tasks like declutter & re-create playlists and other things that make me happy lol. I'll get there eventually.

I came back here some time ago expecting to dive full-force again into doing art and all the fun stuff I used to manage while also having 8hrs of my day gone by being at school. While I did manage a lot more than expected, I am feeling again that I've made a miscalculation I should have seen coming since I've been there probably twice by now.

I have to cancel art-trades for now and unfortunately I am not putting them on-hold. Albeit agreeing we can take it as slow as we want, I think this causes me more stress knowing I have things I need to get done at some point. I'll get back to you via note (if I don't I probably lost your note/ message somewhere in the platforms so I apologise :c I promise I am doing my best.. I haven't had any SNS in my phone since April orz). I am very sorry :c

I've been building on staying diligent but I have to start small and be persistent with what I can do for now. With covid things got suffocating to the point I'm feeling I'm heading towards a 3rd burnout in 4 years (if I am not completely over the second one yet, which I am afraid that's the case..) :'<

Thank you for understanding, and I apologise again ;n; I hope we can do it sometime in the future where we'd be in a good place and have loads of fun with 'em..! ;;/

Last but not least, let's not forget that Black Lives Matter and Covid-19 is not over, so take all the measures you can to protect yourselves and the people around you <3